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Saturday, December 21, 2013
DEAREST ARTISTS: Breaking the Ice- a short story [part 2 of 2]
5- Claudia’s letter back
The little blue dot on
Mona’s laptop blinked at her the moment she stumbled into her hotel room She threw her keys and jacket off but left
the light switch alone, preferring the partial dark. It could give her time to
process all she had just seen. Or imagined. Blinding light would be too much.
But that blue blinking
light beckoned her to the computer.
The surrealism of the
night clung to her.
If she connected to the
speedy, gritty, garish digital world then she would know for sure she was
losing her mind. Finally. After all these years and all the absurdities she had
encountered.
Yet skipping the
opportunity to read a letter from Claudia was not in her favor. Nor did
crashing into deep R.E.M. sleep seem like a particularly fine idea.
The lid of the laptop
lifted to illuminate the room.
“YOU’VE GOT MAIL!”
She nearly jumped out of
her skin. Claudia had replied to her email about the painted pond and its mystique.
“Hello,” the email began. Mona was hoping to find an objective opinion that
would explain it away.
“What if locals paint the pond each year and the police figured that out
by now and, what with the tragedy of those missing children, do not stand in
the way of the town’s way of coping. Sure, the oil paint is bad for the water.
But acrylic might not work so well because it dries fast and water color would
be asinine on ice. In fact, I don’t see how painting ice is a good idea
at all. How much is it? It must be layers upon layers of the stuff!
What are you up to? Are you feeling less blue up there? I know
it’s cold. I honestly don’t know how northerners can handle it. Have any hot
chocolate with mushrooms. Make it really hot. So hot it burns your mouth. Maybe
I shall have empathy burns with you.:3 “
She had no time to
collect her thoughts. Mona typed a stream-of-conscious response then and there
before the shock of the night could render her wordless.
“Claudia, something weird has happened. I don’t just mean unusual
or bizarre. I mean weird like I haven’t seen in a long time. Not since you were
out in the coma. But somehow that was explicable. You know what I mean? There
was a reason to the rhyme. This, this is the kind of thing you read about or
hear about on the talk shows where people report alien abductions. Which is
going to leave me to ask you...am I crazy?”
She hammered out the
event that had occurred a half hour ago at the pond. All that she could
remember. In no particular order. By the time the event was typed and sent, her
forehead nearly collided with the keyboard.
Deep, deep in sleep.
Dreaming about art.
About painting the pond
while naked.
Her hair being used as a brush.
There is a crowd and
people are repeating some elusive ingredient to melting ice.
Salt. Salt poured on ice
cubes. Sully had told her once that salt in a hollow wand waved over ice makes
a street magician look like he’s melting it. But it’s a silly trick.
“You’ve got mail…” a
child whispered.
Mona’s eyes fluttered
open. Her laptop was still on and the screen dark. But the sound of her
mail-service had alerted her. She touched the finger to the sensor and
discovered another message from Claudia. She must be wide awake in Louisiana.
“Why didn’t you dance with him?” her message inquired. “Were
you afraid or was it just because you didn’t know how to ice skate that well?
Do you get a menacing air from him? Be careful but maybe Aubrey and Sully could
help you figure this out. Don’t do anything that doesn’t feel safe but...I
don’t know, Mona. That is weird. Why would he appear doing that on that
particular pond. (PS- I realize I sound like a loony, assuming he’s not
an ordinary man. He probably is someone who lost a kid and ice-skates there to cope.
Maybe? Maybe call the police? Take a deep breath. Try to relax. And you
asked if you’re crazy. Remember what my psych said? Crazy people don’t ask if
they’re crazy.”
Claudia must not know
how sane she sounded in Mona’s moment of puzzlement. Her next action was to instant
message Aubrey on his much hated Skype. He was always complaining about
uninstalling it and yet there he was whenever anyone needed to get in touch
with him.
MonaPizza: Aubrey!
Aub: Oh dear. Who died?
MonaPizza: That isn’t
funny. Listen, I saw something weird at that pond. Weirder than the paint.
Aub: And what was that,
my gourmet paranoid?
MonaPizza: I think it
was a ghost. But I’m not sure.
There was a long pause
in between his next message.
Aub: Listen. I’ve read
that taking too much xanax can do things to someone’s mind.
MonaPizza: This isn’t a
joke. I saw a man there. Figure skating.
Aub: My oh my.
MonaPizza: You think I’m
high?
Aub: At least higher
than me. Was he any good?
MonaPizza: He was
amazing. Do you know if Sully is done with her concert?
Aub: Yes and probably
fainted by now. Concerts like that drain a diva, you know?
MonaPizza: We have to
tell her about this. She’ll give me the benefit of a doubt.
Aub: I wonder if those
benefits include not laughing.
MonaPizza: Message her.
She’ll want to get out of that hotel with the back-up dancers. I’ll meet
you both by the pond.
Aub: Why do I have to
message her?
MonaPizza: Aubrey,
you’re a writer! You came here for experience! To absorb the atmosphere! Get
like a sponge and do it!
Aub: If you insist.
MonaPizza: See you both
in a while.
Aub: Mona?
MonaPizza: Yes?
Aub: Bring pepper spray.
.
That won a smile. Nice
to remember that under the snark he did care about her.
6- a dance
Sully’s high timbre
carried in the air. Snowflakes had begun to fall by the time Mona found her
friends. The tall figure of Aubrey leaned against a tree and Sully seated
nearby, playing in the snow. She was singing that creepy Alvin & the
Chipmonks Christmas song.
Mona bit her lip as she
appeared before them. “You two are great friends.”
“Yes, well, humoring
friends’ paranoid delusions comes with the package. That it does have its
limits.” Aubrey stretched while Sully scrambled to her feet.
“So what’s all this
fuss?” she asked. “I should be resting it.”
“Come on,” Mona took Sully’s hand and led them
to the pond.
The moonlight was still
spilling across the ice’s surface, casting the painted mural of the swans and
geese in an ethereal wash. “...there’s more. Someone painted more while I was
gone.”
Her friends were silent.
There was no arguing that. The mural had grown since last they saw it.
“I’m stumped…” Sully
squeaked.
“Are those…” Mona turned
her scrutiny to Sully “--skates? Did you bring rollerblades?”
“Sure. Why not? Maybe I
can one-up him.”
“The circus is always in
town around you people…” Aubrey held up a hand. “Wait a moment…”
He squinted and bared
his teeth. That was a usual sign of heavy thinking. Mona traced his gaze.
The stranger had
returned. It was evident that Sully and Aubrey could see him.
He glided forward, black
silhouette shining in the moonlight. He flew through a few figures and landed
before them, arm outstretched to them.
All Mona could do was
take in breath after breath of winter air. Beside her Aubrey was reticent,
almost respectful in his silence. But Sully was walking forward.
“Sully!” Mona made a
grab for her but she had ducked. She tied her skates on without explanation or
apology. Meanwhile, the man waited for her, arm outstretched with the patience
of a trained dancer. Mona pursued her friend. When she reached the smaller
woman she saw that Sully’s eyes seemed to look through her. She was utterly
absorbed in the stranger.
Sully’s petite frame
joined the man’s in the moonlight. She took his hand and he positioned them.
“Sully…” Mona blurted.
When the dance couple
shifted even slightly, Mona went to lunge forward. Aubrey’s arm stopped her.
“She’ll...she’ll be hurt…”
Why did her own voice
sound so distant?
Sully and the masked man
began their dance. They glided in Os and 8s. He spun her and she flipped, but
always landed just in time to balance herself. Sully was like a feather, and
then like a bird. He was support, holding her up, catching her before she fell,
then he was the wind beneath her wings. He tossed her, caught her, spun her,
threw her and balanced her.
Their dance swelled in
danger and aggression.
Mona pulled free of
Aubrey and ran for them. But her male friend stopped her again. “Let it go. Let
them go.”
“They’ll drown if it
cracks!”
Now Sully was being held
high in the air, flapping her arms in grace. The shadow of a larger bird held
the smaller one as it flapped its wings. Learning to fly.
At last the two dancers
stopped, hand-in-hand. With a final bow. The masked stranger leaned in,
whispered something in Sully’s ear. If only Mona could hear it from here. He
spun around and skated in the direction of the darkest shadows that night.
Right at Sully’s feet the ice began to crack. Steam was rising. The young
dancer shook her head and the haze of the moment passed.
“OH SHIT!” she yelled.
The beauty of the scene also shattered. The
pond was defrosting by the second. She bolted towards the shore with the ice
cracking and gaping behind her.
This time Aubrey did not
hold Mon back as she shot out and clasped Sully’s arms. She pulled the smaller
woman onto the snowy shore.
The three friends gazed
out at the rising steam from the melting pond.
The imprint of the
painting floated atop the water. But now it was all too much. Mona took both
friends’ hands and ran from the pond.
“Sully, what the hell
got into you?”
“I don’t know, I lost
control!”
When Mona looked back to
the rising mist she thought she saw eyes in them. Several of them, several
faces, but none of them frowning.
7- the memorial
“I’m not sure. Geese
just don’t make for intriguing beasts,” Aubrey was arguing with Sully again.
The following day, with
the sun out and civilian volunteers at the pond, Mona could hardly recognize
the setting. The pond was icy but not frozen over. The oil paint was being
worked out by the volunteers. Mona leaned against a tree as she watched.
“The shark in Jaws wasn’t a great white. They changed
it to one for the movie. You could do that with the geese. Make them swans or
something more poetic,” Sully carried on\. She seemed untouched by the events
of last night. Aside from excessive yawning and dark circles under her eyes,
she was her usual post-concert self.
“I wonder where he
went…” Mona thought aloud.
“Wherever phantoms go
when their haunting ends,” Aubrey suggested.
“What about a
non-supernatural explanation?” she asked.
“He got over his little
brother’s disappearance, is cured of his psychosis and will live a fruitful and
healthy life,” Aubrey droned.
“What does it matter?”
was Sully’s characteristic response.
Mona had written her own
theories to Claudia earlier that day.
“In that moment,
watching Sully skate on thin ice with a masked stranger, I wasn’t only me
anymore. I was their parents. Their guardians. My heart was torn between my
body and the body of my loved one. Even Aubrey played a part. He held me back. I
ached so much during that dance. I watched a child leave my protection, spread her
wings and attempt to fly. That is a horror I’ve never encountered before. I am
not a parent. I was in that moment. I know it makes no sense. But as Sully
would say “God is Absurdity.” When I let them finish the dance, steam began to
form and the pond broke open.”
“Hey, Sully…” Mona
asked.
“Hm?” She looked at her.
“I won’t ask any more questions about it until you're ready. But one more for
now.”
“Sure, shoot.” She swept
her short hair behind her ear.
“What did he whisper to
you?”
Sully’s green eyes
focused elsewhere. “I’ll tell you soon. Not now.”
Mona nodded. She had not
expected a straight answer. This was all too surreal to sort right away. She
wandered over to the goose memorial. The mother goose with her head turned
upward as she called for her goslings. But what was this? Another goose head
was sticking out from the snow. Mona dusted the snow off with a gentle hand.
They were all there. Six
little geese. Her goslings were there, buried out of sight.
___
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Wednesday, December 18, 2013
DEAREST ARTISTS- Breaking the Ice: a short story [Part 1 of 2]
Breaking the Ice: a Dearest Artists
story
1-a northern town
“I heard there’s the phantom of a goose in
this town…” Sully offered.
“Ghost goose?” Auberon cut
in.
Their voices pulled Mona
from her thoughts. She had been enjoying the unique feel of a train carrying
her from Louisiana to the northern states. It was her first train ride and she
found it delightful compared to flying
“What? Ghost geese?” she
asked, looking to Sully and then Aubrey.
Sully had her hands in
cute black mittens, one of those child-like winter caps pulled down to her
eyebrows. Aubrey was reclining, serpentine as ever but with a blond brow cocked
at Sully in amusement.
“Yeah. Isn’t that the
most adorable ghost story ever?” Sully prattled on. “I’d make it a ghost mask.”
“Yeah...geese. Cute,”
Mona lied.
She had never overcome
the childhood trauma of being chased by an angry goose mother. She stumbled
upon a nest by mistake one day and found herself face-to-face with the most
hideous animal she had ever seen. The damn thing had teeth on its beak and
tongue.
“Geese are ornery. I
never found them cuddly,” Aubrey gave word to Mona’s sentiments.
“Not that you believe in
any of that crap.” Sully blew her nose.
“I believe in geese,
that’s for sure.” But that was all Mona would offer right now. She wished she
had brought Claudia along with them. She would have balanced out these two absurdists
and Mona would not feel like the only skeptic.
“Somehow I am already
regretting putting my faith in this town for ‘atmosphere,’” Aubrey moaned. He
rolled his eyes and cracked his knuckles. “I was better off in New Orleans.”
“I’m promising you
guys,” Sully told them “this town is creepy! You just have to know where to
look.”
Mona’s silence set heavy
before the musician and the novelist. She was a chef and a writer of
non-fiction. Perhaps a character Sully would play on stage or one Aubrey would
set in his novels. But not the grand creator artist. Not the god of any
creative pantheon. Just Mona. Just a chef-writer. She came along because she
needed to escape all the phone calls. Procrastinating stress. Which only caused
more stress.
Sully itched her nose
and twirled a strand of ginger-brown hair. She popped her gum. “Mmmmona?”
“Hm? Yeah?”
“You okay?”
“...I’m okay. Thinking
about haunted places. And what the point is.”
“What do you mean,
what’s the point? It’s pointless. That’s the point.”
When the train stopped,
Mona felt her stomach jumped ahead, almost upwards the way it would in an
elevator. “Shhh--” she kept herself from cursing by clutching onto the little
woman beside her.
Sully’s screech might
have been higher than the train whistle. “ARM!”
“Sorry.”
“It’s alright. Just warn
me if you’re going to claw me to death.”
“Now that’s the stuff of
stories, ladies,” Aubrey quipped. “A fight to the death.”
“I forfeit already,”
Mona moaned.
She felt her friends
exchange glances but made no attempt to assure them she was alright. She kept
certain truths quiet.
2- painted pond
Dear Claudia,
I had to write you as
soon as possible.
Because this is your
territory. The thing I’m about to tell you, that is. Not the snow and frigid
air. I’ve a feeling you wouldn’t quite like that.
But Sully, Aubrey and I
arrived to something bizarre.
I can get that feeling
when I’m here. It’s sort of the way you describe it to me when you’re in a
place with “preternatural footprints.” I remember you saying that you feel like
you’re on a higher or lower level than what you are actually looking at. That
is the sensation. But it could be from the train ride. Is there a word for it? The
way there is for “jet lag” or “sea sick?” “Train trippy?”
Anyways, Sully won’t
stop going on about a goose ghost or Phantom of the Quackings. You know how she
is. She gets these ideas in her head… And Aubrey’s making fun of how fascinated
she is in it.
Her lady band should
arrive tomorrow and they’ll begin rehearsal. I don’t know where she gets the
energy to tour constantly. Once she’s off performing I know that Aubrey will be
mostly quiet towards me. That’s what’s fun about introvert friends. They aren’t
noisy. So I’ll have the solitude to “be at peace with myself” as my
therapist prescribed. “Get away from all those tasks,” he told me.
I still wish you could
have come with us.
Now for the interesting
part.
Sully was still rambling
about the phantom goose at a 24-Hour Breakfast café. I kept her volume down by
shushing her every few minutes. The same with her swearing. Her winter cap made
her look like a anime character. I guess because it covered her eyebrows and
her big green eyes were shining. I had a napkin pressed to my nose because the
inside of the restaurant was so warm compared to the cold outside, I bled. My
nose, that is. That always happens.
“So, you’re saying there
was a mad scientist-type in the city who did cruel experiments on the geese?
And now the vengeful spirit of a goose is after children?” Aubrey summarized
her rambling.
“Well, probably not. But
that’s how the legend started. There’s a book in there somewhere.”
“Right alongside Abraham
Lincoln: Vampire Hunter.”
“And what’s wrong with
that?”
“Nothing, if that is
what you like to write.”
I guess I was still
looking morose. Because this time Aubrey touched my shoulder. (It must be worse
than I realized.)
“I’m fine, guys. Just
thinking.”
“I have an idea…” Sully
interjected the silence again. I think she’s allergic to silence. “Let’s go see
the haunted pond.”
Aubrey’s eyes set on her
with an expression of “can you not right now?” but Sully continued. “I think
it’ll take our minds off of...you know, New Orleans.”
“Hm. Let’s. Let’s see
this horrific memorial of goosely horror,” Aubrey perked up. I think he did so
for me. Sometimes I think he loves you so much it spreads to me only because I’m
your best friend. I haven’t decided yet.
So we paid with a big
tip and followed Sully’s rush through the snow.
Where does she get her
energy, Claudia? This is not a joke. I am actually concerned at this point. An
adult with the energy of an 11-year-old frightens me.
Aubrey and I had to keep
up, and we are both in fairly good shape. Sully is simply a force of nature.
Before I saw the pond, I
could…”smell” it.
“Do you smell that?”
Aubrey asked, confirming the odd scent I had picked up.
“It smells like…”
Sully was standing
before the pond, her snow boots sinking and her head cocked. She held still and
that worried me. Aubrey and I arrived to stand by her, one on either side.
The pond stretched out
in my view. I forget that there is clear, aqua-blue water in the world. We have
been in New Orleans for too long. Our water at home is the color of pollution.
But this water was blue and full of half-frozen life.
What was odder to the
eye, however, was the painted mural that colored the ice.
“the hell…?” I heard
Sully mumble.
Aubrey was the first to
say anything of relevance “It’s good...whatever it is…”
He was right. Someone
had “painted” the ice. That smell was the copious amount of oil paint used to
smear the surface of the frozen pond. How? I do not know. Who had that much
paint at hand? How would they go about painting frozen water that was due to
melt at any moment? Why would they?
I took a picture almost
immediately. I am sending a few of them to you through email. I hope you’re
online because I need your wisdom now. Something feels…”off” here.
The image is that of a
goose spreading its wings. Yet it is only the outline of a goose with its white
feathers and orange beak. Its surroundings are blank.
“I wonder if this is the
tourist attraction…” Sully spoke, voice distant.
Because I had said
nothing, I suppose they turned to look at me. I forget that I am usually
vivacious and funny. You forget things about yourself until they are locked inside
of you.
“What? I don’t like
geese…” I told them. “But it’s good. It smells bad, though…”
So I haven’t been able
to sleep. I keep looking out the hotel window in the direction of the pond. It
isn’t anywhere in eyesight. But I am waiting to see something. Anything…
Write back. I want to
hear your thoughts on this.
Love,
Mona
3- missing children
She decided to find a solitary
activity . While Sully was in rehearsal for her concert, singing and dancing
herself into a sweat and as Aubrey was deep in research for his next book, Mona
needed to wander.
So what would a
chef/writer with depression do to take her mind off of it?
Maybe walk around the
northern town and enjoy the wholesome scenes. Carolers holding hands while they
crossed the streets. One line of little girls all held hands. They danced
across the street, their giggles joining the bells. As a traffic light turned
green, Mona waited to cross. The man in the car met her eyes. He nodded and
signaled for her to cross.
She smiled, crinkled her
nose and waved. While she crossed she remembered for the first time in a day or
so that it was the holidays.
The holidays in a
northern town. This was a novelty for her.
She remembered small
family dinners. But no fire places and none of the huge celebrations she was
catching sight of here and there as she walked.
There was less of a
looming threat of being mugged here. That might all be a trick of the mind, she
realized. This city was just as likely to assault her as New Orleans.
Statistics were just numbers.
No, now she was
thinking nonsense.
When her boots crunched
to a stop and her head rose to read the public library sign, she managed a tiny
smile.
Inside she covered her
nose while she adjusted to the warmth. The librarian was a man with poofy hair
and tiny glasses.
“Hi…” she gathered her
usual vibrancy. “Do you guys have old newspaper archives?” she asked.
“We do. But a gentleman
is using them right now.”
Her brow furrowed. “The
local papers?”
The man nodded. “Oh,
wow. What a coincidence. I was wondering if I could see--” she trailed off when
she saw Aubrey in the distance. He was seated at one of the largest tables with
laminated newspaper pages before him. She shook her head and could not repress
a smile.
“I know him…” she told
the librarian and laughed.
When she took a seat
beside Aubrey, his eyes were so absorbed in their reading he did not seem to
notice her. Those eyes were blue today, either because he chose the blue
contacts or because they changed. She never inquired. She knew they were naturally
two different colors and he covered that by using contacts.
She cleared her throat.
He peered up at her and
blinked a few time. She thought she could see the studious haze in his eyes
fade.
“Mona? I have a stalker
now?”
“The best stalker you’ll
ever have. I’ll buy you socks.”
“I always appreciate
socks. Would you like to be president of the fan club?”
“You bet.”
When they finished
laughing, Mona ran a hand over the protected newspaper. “You had the same idea
as me.”
“Yes, seeing as we’re
inept at talking to actual townspeople. We turn to the written word.”
“What did you find?”
“Apparently the pond is
painted every year and the police are looking for who does it because, well,
oil paints aren’t exactly good for the environment. There are worse things you
could smear on a pond but…”
“So you still think the
town is boring?”
“I never said I thought
it was,” Aubrey corrected. “I said geese are not frightening.”
“You should have been me
at six years old. You know they have teeth on their tongues?”
“Ugly is not the same as
frightening..”
She rolled her eyes and
picked up a page. “How are you going through all of this manually? No
electronic sourcing?”
“Oh I did. These are the
issues with my key words. I’m more interested in the memorial by the pond.”
“There was a memorial? I
didn’t see one.”
“It was easy to miss. A
goose statue with some names written under it. Children’s names.”
He handed her a page.
She did a quick skimming technique. When the words “children” and “missing”
called to her she sat up pole-straight.
“This is depressing…”
Several children had gone missing fifteen Christmases ago. In their
memory the goose memorial was built..
“Why a goose? That seems
so...unfitting.”
“It is a mother goose,”
Aubrey reasoned “Forever calling for her goslings.”
“Well…” Mona batted her
eyes, trying to play off how melodramatic she found the idea. “That’s about as
sweet as the hurricane ‘fountain’ memorial.”
“Memorials can cause
pain, Mona. That’s catharsis.”
“Yeah, but how much
pain, Auberon? Whenever parents see it they’re going to cry.”
“Is that such a bad
thing. Perhaps they need to cry.”
She gulped and held in
the rest of her thoughts. “They need to catch the sicko who keeps painting the
pond. There’s really no need to make the fish sick with him.”
Aubrey’s arched brow
dropped and he returned to his reading. It seemed she had stepped on his toes
somehow. Best leave it alone now.
She stood and pushed her
chair in. “I’ll never understand how this scary, sad depressing stuff makes you
and Sully feel better.”
4- man at the pond
Not understanding
something had never held Mona back from seeking answers. The unknown frightened
her. What waited in the dark corners of her eyes caused her trembling. Sometimes
the creak of a door while she was home alone could spook her.
But fear had never held
her back the way it did most paranoids or skeptics.
Early morning on the
third day in town, Mona checked into a sports store and purchased a new pair of
roller blades.
She texted Aubrey and
Sully to let her know she was going to the local park to skate. Not to be
confused with the ghostly mural pond. Instead
she visited a smaller one with a park full of people. She set a skate on the
frosty lake while a little girl watched her in the distance.
With the child’s eyes on
her, she felt compelled to do an excellent job.
Almost instantly she was
in a contorted position. Years of karate and soft ball did naught to save her.
Fortunately, people were
in good holiday cheer and two teen boys helped her to her feet. One on either
side of her, they pulled the petite woman up. She laughed and began to “walk”
on the blades. It took a few minutes but soon she had the muscle memory of
rollerblading back. Those days when she and her friends would go to the roller
skate “park,” an indoor arcade and skating rink for children and young adults.
Before it became too dangerous to play there. Before the gangs moved in and
made it a meeting place.
Today Mona even managed
to skate backwards for a few moments. The teens who had helped her waved
dreamily at her and she waved back, innocently flirty. Luckily, they did her
the favor of not asking for her number and avoided that awkward exchange of
“Sorry, boys, I’m way too old for you.”
She took reprieve in a
cafe and wrote of the differences between this town and New Orleans. But she
had difficulty finding an angle.
“Is New Orleans really a
gaudy whore?” Scratch that. It was too witty, too much like Claudia’s writing.
“Each year, a ghostly
mural paints itself across a memorial pond.” No, too much like Aubrey.
“I hate geese.” No, that
was too much like Sully.
Where was Mona’s voice?
“I go to speak and my voice chokes. I go to smile but it comes out
Barbie-style. I go to feel something like fear or awe and instead I feel
annoyance. I go to write about a unique experience and can’t find my own voice
to do it. I want to believe there is a sicko painting a pond each year as one
final kick in the gut to the parents of his child-victims. I want to believe he
will be caught and forced into a jail cell without his precious art supplies. I
want to believe that the goose memorial gives the parents of the missing
children peace. But when I reach for these beliefs I come back with a hand of
snow. The facts are that the authorities have been after the pond-painter for
fifteen years and their searches have been fruitless. The fact is the children
were never found. The facts remain, geese are scary and nothing you can say or
do is going to make me change my mind.”
She stared at the page
before crumpling it up and throwing it.
It hit an old woman in
the back of the head and her husband turned, with his turnip-shaped face going
red.
“I’m sorry!” Mona
apologized.
She could go back to her
apartment, log onto the computer and speak to her support community. There were
good friends on there.
But when she made it to
the front doors of the hotel, Mona made a sharp turn. She was not sure why. She
wanted to ask why but knew there was no one there to tell her why she was
headed for the pond.
The sun set on the
horizon, a spill of golden light over the white. This was a new sight for the
southern woman. She smiled at it. But by the time she reached the pond, the
moon was bright in the sky and the trees’ silhouettes were hands with their
palms open to the sky.
By the light of that
moon, she saw that the pond was painted and by her smell alone she realized
that oil paint was thick and there was more than she had seen last time.
Someone had filled in
the sky around the flying goose. It was dusk with rays of red, yellow and
purple. Once again, she had to admit it was a good painting even if it was
biologically hazardous to the fish when it melted. She bent down to put on her
skates. There may be lurkers in the park who would jump at the sight of a woman
alone. She knew this risk. Especially with her own ideas of a child-killer who
painted a pond each year. Someone elusive enough to escape the police each
season. They probably once guarded the area and eventually gave up when they
realized what they were dealing with.
Small town,
she thought. Probably need their manpower
elsewhere. But really, why give up? There has to be someone who can watch the
area.
When she set a
roller blade on the pond’s surface, she tested with a stick how sturdy it was.
It was solid and she was prepared to see a ghost.
Do I want to see a ghost?
She skated over to the
start of the painting. Her thoughts were noisy tonight. They clean it every year after Christmas. But what if we did it sooner?
Sully, Aubrey and I could come here tomorrow. Would that bring--
Her skin broke into goose
bumps. She turned her head inch by inch. If she rushed she might slip and fall.
She spotted his figure before his “face.”
The outline of a beaked
mask and a male figure, lithe, waited behind her.
“...okay...okay. Don’t
touch me…” she asserted herself right away.
That mask was not a
goose mask. It was familiar. A beaked masquerade
mask.
“I wasn’t going to touch
your painting. I was just… you know what…” she found her voice “You’re sick.
Doing this each year. Parents come here to grieve and you--”
He turned a figure eight
and in one fluent motion, spun in the air. This was the first of many,
mind-boggling tricks the darkened stranger performed on the ice. Mona stood
with her mouth agape, gasping cold air. She backed off the ice as the man figure
danced in the moonlight.
She fell backwards into
the snow and loosened her roller blades. The bird-masked skater never stopped to
look at her. Only when she had her skates off she was scrambling away did he
glide to her, one hand held out to her.
“Don’t touch me!” she
asked.
Wordless, he kept his
hand offered to her.
“What do you want?”
He hung his head but
continued to hold his hand out.
She shook her head and recoiled. The way his shoulders slumped
in the darkness pulled at her. It was enough that she whimpered, that pathetic
noise a human makes when they hurt a small animal, only to realize they are
sorry. “I’m sorry…”
But not sorry enough to
keep her from running away…
to be continued...
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